today's the day

focus focus focus

jUNE 17:
GRUDUATION!
B-DAY!! karen is old, i mean older

confused..

i feel like i have so much to learn...

Mario and I had a big fight today.... It's about me telling him i know what he wants which is going back to his ex when it is time. He got mad but didnt say anthing else to the contrary. WE're made up now i don't know how. He got his way. I don't think this could end until he said so or do so...
I'm stuck
Let see if he would remember our anniversary. Which is at the end of everymonth. (April, 30 2005 he bought me a coach "purse" and decided to make it "official" )
Are relationship suppose to be this tough??
I don't know what's going on through his head...

this is quite fun...
i think i need more friends on this thing. i have ... let's see i think 2 friends! yay!! hi lanna! hi kathie!! miss me??
i think we should have myspace. every computer geeks have that. any1 wants to be my friend??

i wish i can freeze time.
i wish i was smart!
hmn...

AS u can see i'm quite bored, lazy, crazy, and SCARE right now!!

kathie, where art thou??
i miss you boo!
you've disappeared!!! you're not even online!!1 OMG what's going on? kathiE? not online??? AHHHHHhhHHHHH

gotta gotta gotta do my hw

i'm going to eat a lot and i mean a lot today. Because it's taco tuesday in transfomation class... and a pot luck at work. haha
this is so not my fault. someone lock me up and don't let me do anything. Take away my plastics!

i wanna go home eat, sleep, and do nothing
and still be skinny

i want to be lazy

i'm incorrigible.

i miss mario... :( but he sucks
what a playa

i am very fat

hiiIII!!

I have a paper due in 10 minutes and i'm nowhere being done. I don't even want to do it now. andi havent done my reading notes... again. and here i am on livejournal beign bored. Someone give me some concentrating pill!!
I wanna go out and be lazy!!!
ahhhh!!!
graduating... :(
yay!! i'm so old!!!

I 'M FAILING. I'M NOT DOING MY HW. WHAT AM I DOING??
I'M A PROCRASTINATOR

OMG! it's become more clear as June is approaching that i'm GRADUATING. I still havent fully acknowledge the fact that i'm a SENIOR much less leaving high school for good... The approaching of June made me realize that i have to go to prom but that means the pressure of finding a DATE, getting in SHAPE, finding a dress that will actually FITS, learning how to dance.. blah blah blah.. solution?? not go. haha. What else is in store for being a graduating senior and for the month of june?

Let's see the fact that I'm leaving high school is scary even though i've been pretty much a COLLEGE student for 2 years already. But leaving high school is like leaving the comfort zone. Even though i don't get along with everyone and i barely know anyone anymore because i'm never there but high school is where we can relax, doing fun things that were still considered serious, it's a place where we can mess up and try again. High school is where we try hard to be grown up and learn to fit in but once high school is over we can only wish we've never stop being eighteen.What happens when the highschool float drifts away?? Good bye to those we once knew, good bye to those people and things that we loved and were familiar with and good bye even for real to those that we dislike or though that we did.
Good bye comfort zone.

I have to decide too if i want to go to SENIOR SPREE,and if i really want to get back in shape before school ends. (i can't be known for the girl that got fat in high school!! haha!, j/k Everyone should get a little round. it's the new trend!! we're more huggable mind you :)
June 17: 19th b-day, graduation for Ballard,last day of class for North Seattle. It's a hectic month with the abundance of work and finals in addition to taking care of high school business so that the teachers would never have to seee us again, saying our goodbyes... This BIRTHDAY... doesn't seem like it would be a happy one... but then again i am 19 and need to stop pretend that i am 16 when i can make a big deal out of the phrase "sweet 16", when the idea of college seems far away... when all i can worry about is BOYS and clothes, and being cool(which i never was)
But hey i'm happy to announce that i have other Gemini friends who also celebrate their b-day in this month KATHIE PHAM(06/13/87) AND TRAM ANH PHAM(06/02/86)!! hey.. i didnt know they were related!!!
coolness, yeah i really think we're all related somehow...
I love you all!!! Even if i still dont's know you 5, 10 yrs later we'll always be FRIENDS!
with Mario right now.. we're downloading music... when is this madness going to end...